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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

actually, i have abandoned my blog. but i couldn't wait to express my joy! =D

from taiwan, i bought 2 things that i am really happy about (!), namely:
-a magazine with hebe and mike he on the cover and a mike he poster (!!)
-the xie zhen ji for why why love (!!!)

wheee! happy happy. actually i wanted to buy posters too, but i couldn't be bothered to ask the salespeople. =D

and i went to the shopping centre featured in why why love! =D haha. it was so exciting to see that ferris wheel and the building, cos i was like "omg i know this place!" haha. ok i sound funny. but im so happy! =D

and i watched the first episode of dou niu, yao bu yao in taiwan. =D seems nice. obviously mike he acts well, as usual. x) wheee!

i love mike he! =D

my sister is a killjoy. she refuses to give me the poster of mike he and hebe. ):

& 1:41 PM
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

wth. i hate to sound like a bimbo, but i never thought this would ever happen. considering my already overtanned skin,

I APPARENTLY GOT DARKER! AND I GOT A FRICKING TANLINE ALONG MY ARM! AHHHHHHHHH. ):<

wtf!! i used to pride myself for not having an ugly tanline across my arm, and now! i got a stupid tanline because of spending time under the sun for a couple of hours. gosh! i obviously underestimated my skin's power of getting tanner.

please tell me that it will fade soon, hopefully by tomorrow? ):

& 6:59 PM
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Monday, August 27, 2007

i really hate my life now.
so mundane, so meaningless.
school sucks like shit.
im ranting.
i think i wouldnt be able to finish the syllabus by exams.
yay me.
as much as i don't like it, im a pessimist.
i don't think that it will all just get better over a night's sleep.
and i actually think nothing will ever go right with me around.
im still ranting.
biology is boring the hell out of me.
actually everything is.
but life seems to revolve around education.
no education, no great jobs.
so everything comes with a price huh.
bullshit.
what makes me hate school so much?
i don't know.
how about the homework.
and teachers.
and never-ending stress.
and people.
rant rant.
im still waiting for someone to save me.
why can everyone else cope?
why can they put themselves into exam mood so easily?
why can't i just lie down on a grassland, look up at the stars, and watch my life go by?
why wasn't i born a century ago?
then i wouldn't need to study.

& 10:02 PM
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Sunday, August 05, 2007

yay! took a quiz from qianwen's blog. and i think it's cool! =D

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

haha it's very true la! i like this quiz. =D

& 10:42 AM
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

my sister's keeper is so good. when i finished the book, i was in tears. it's that touching.

i love the way jodi picoult writes. she makes the reader feel emotionally attached to the characters in the book, causing even greater heartache when something bad happens. that's why i cried while reading that book! i didn't believe that i would ever cry because of a book.

also, she strings up all the less significant events, to show that all her characters have flaws. this is another reason when i am able to understand the characters, and like them better. who really likes a perfect character?

i totally did not expect the ending, but i guess it was a good way to end. i didnt feel cheated or anything, only, at most, unworth for the character. damn, the ending was so heartbreaking, yet so sweet.

i love this book.

& 10:09 PM
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Friday, July 06, 2007

i am bloody tired.

is there some way that i can make myself concentrate on things that i do?
i seem to be losing concentration, losing sight of all the things i have wanted to do.

why is it that i have to handle other people's shit, while no one bothers about mine?
i am in a state of utter confusion about my life and matters.

will there really be someone that i can confide in, without worrying about how she would judge me?
maybe i am just cynical, and unwilling to trust people.

just 3 days before my birthday, but why do i feel no elation at all? i cant even think of what to ask my parents for.

i am bloody tired about everything.

& 9:13 PM
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Saturday, June 23, 2007

I made a comeback! =D

moral of the story? don't gloat too early.

& 10:27 PM
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